Today haf been raining non-stop. It such a cooling weather nice to sleep. Hee... Just now went to develop the photos.

It been such a long time since I went to develop photos....technology really change alot. I bought my thumb drive there. Inside it, I have store those photos which I have been wanting to develop long long time ago. In fact, I also decided to choose one of my leis group photo to develop into 2R as a remembrance which can put into the wallet. But 2R photo cum in two.... that mean i haf an extra 2R photo.

~ **Annocement ** ~: Ok, I will do it this way.... all my leis buddies pls take note I got an extra 2R photo who wan it. let me Know... no worries it FOC haha.... The photo is the one which we taken on my b'dae gathering. (Look @ my previous blog)

This morning, my frenz EC sms me that he is on mc today. Im lunching in today cos of the rain.... sigh. As i'm free so decided to call him up to check out on him. We chatted for abt 15mins cos im bore... haha.

This coming thurs is my good frenz DF b'dae and we decided to celebrate his b'dae on fri instead. Haf bought a gift for him online but the prob is I can only rece'd the item next mth. I placed the order from a US website. I told DF, I can only give him his present next mth cos of the stupid shipping timing. He joke by saying by next mth it will be a belated birthday gift. Haha... so lame.

Ok gotta to sleep le.... zZzz

Weekend so fast over... haha. yesterday really haf a great gathering with my leis buddies. It was such a great fun. The gathering is meant to celebrate my b'dae.

Really happy to rece'd present from them.... amt is not a prob most importantly is the thoughts that counts. We went to Plaza Sing' to haf our dinner. We chit chat here and there.... non stop wahaha....

I think it is quite good to come out to celebrate each other b'dae whenever we can. So now we shld look out for our next gathering coming in next mth. Got to eat declicious foodies again. Look like I got to exercise more before the next gathering haha....

Yesterday tot of asking my frenz out for a drink after my gathering with my leis buddies but too bad he fell asleep while waiting for my call... oh my god

Here comes the picture

Finally 23rd August, it was a special day for me. Is my B'dae... Happy B'Dae to my myself haha. Sigh.. one year older again. This year b'dae is full of surprise, happiness and a bit sad too. Maybe next time then say abt the say thing.

It was a bright and beautiful morning. After I reached my office, I switched on my mobile wah my inbox was full of b'dae greeting sms. I will like to thanks to all my great frenzs out there including my best leis buddies for making the effort to remember my b'dae and sent those sms. It the thoughts that counts. I'm taking half day leave, not in the mood to work too. My mum taking half day leave too.

Around 1.05pm, my mobile sound again it was an incoming sms from my good guy frenz DF. It was a greeting sms and he asked me if I'm taking half day. I replied him yes and told him I'm on my way home already. He sms me back if i could meet him at 230pm. I felt something fishy... so I asked him whether he working today. He said he took half day leave to get the b'dae gift for me. Oh my god, I never thought he would do that.

My mum came back, she cooked 'mian sian' for me and herself to eat. Of course, my share is special got 2 hard boiled eggs. It tasted yummy.....

At 230pm, DF sms me saying he already at my house downstairs asking me to come down to meet him and he asked me if he can come up to my house cos he is feeling hot and sweaty. I went downstairs to meet him...

It was a great SURPRISE! He bought a cake, a key chain and a bouquet of pink roses. Oh my god, I keep saying thank you to him for the gift and surprise. Frankly speaking, quite touched for the thing he had done for me. He is such a great friend.

He came to my house. When I open the cake box, it was the mango cake.... Beside that, DF also bought a cute little key chain. The cake really taste very yummy, mango was very fresh.

Both of us chit chat here and there, looking around my house and he started to play wif my piano. He asked me to play a piece of music for him. I can't cos long time nvr practise. Around 4pm plus and DF decided to go home.

As I'm going to ntuc to buy something so decided to go off with him. We part off at the mrt station before I headed to the supermart.

Once again, I will like to say thanks to DF for the wonderful gifts. Such a wonderful pal. haha

My Beautiful bouquet of pinK roses:

B'Dae Cake 'Mango cake'...Yummy (opps one slice already cut off)

Little cute 'Luck charm' Key Chain

Being Loved by someone or Loved someone which one is better? Of course got both will be better but if you can only choose one which one will you ever choose? It really very hard to choose one of it.

Ever since the expression of my feeling toward that guy, I'm trying my best to treat him back as a normal friend. When you like someone, in your heart you also wan the person to be happy even if that person can't be your that special someone.

So frustrating over the relationship problem... sigh it so complicating. Should I keep hang on to it???

My family and I went out to haf dinner. In fact, it also to celebrate my dad's lunar b'dae. Times seem passed very fast. My dad has grown old le.... gotta to do something for him back. still pondering abt it....

We went back to our 'old house' area kopitiam to have our dinner. Let me count, it been abt 4yrs plus since I last came back here. Saw many familiar faces, those old neighbours and started chit chatting here and there. I saw my neighbour who is one of my sec sch mate 's cousin. She is the first one to see me, I didn't see her at all. Both of us haf a short chat.

The kopitiam is packed wif people so buzzy and my family waited for a empty table for quite long time. Haha... their business still so good as usual. My dad ordered 4 dishes... urgh forgot to take the pictures for remembrance. Sigh.... see those appetizing foods make me forgotten abt taking the photos. Hee...

Finally we finished our dinner. It was the first time my young sis give my family a treat. She has grown up... has her earnings. While walking to the car park, lots of past memories came back. I haf been walking around this car park since my childhood days... abt 20 plus yrs before I moved to my new house.

It really a wonderful night and delicious dinner. It time to say bye bye to my old house memories. Dad started his car's engine and off we head back home.

Today one of my friend called me and asked me to advise her. I was stunned by the question she ask. In fact, I do not reali have any experience in such area.

The question goes like this : If a ger express her feelings to a guy but the guy responsed by saying he can't really feel it totally. He want the girl to show more action than in words. What does that mean? My frenz already make the first step, what more the guy want? Not include physical body contact.

Sometime dun understand what guy actually want... it so hard to understand their mind. They always say women are complex, I also can say men are so complex as well too.

This morning actually wanted to play basketball near my house but too bad my friend nvr manage to get a basketball pumper. Who got the pumper can lend me? I haf been wanting to learn basketball... so pls any kind soul out there lend me your pumper if u can haha.

My friend and I change to play badminton but sad to say the weather is not good to us. Raining & raining.... haha. End up our badminton session was cancelled. Hope can arrange another one again.

I just saw this cute picture and it really very funny.... haha

~Cloud on Si Meh's Head~

Reserve Meh: "There is a cloud on your head."

Si Meh: "Si Meh?"

(it seems Si Meh is very angry....wahaha)

Been rather busy wif lots of stuffs so no time to update my blog. Recently national day just over. Based on my views, I think this year NDP performance is rather nice and exciting. The fireworks display is very beautiful.

It been a long time since I went to watch movie. Recently, went to catch the Rush Hour 3 casted by Jackie Chan and Chris Tucker. The movie is very hilarious especially the way tHey said their lines. My frenz & I went to Causeway Point to watch it. Inside the cinema, I can heard lots of the audience keep laughing throughout the whole movie. I greatly recommend this movie but provided u like comedy haha.

Sigh... that Saturday unable to turn up for the beach fun gathering organise by one of my good buddy, Joice. My good buddies they all mus be enjoying alot bah. Sad to say cos I got to work that why unable to turn up. Hopefully if there is any beach gathering, I will able to turn up and haf fun. Hee...

I haf been thinking... one thing. I just wan to find someone that is mature and can have 'chemistry' wif me but too bad it ended up in failure. After going thru different relationships, in fact it is my first time to express myself to that guy. Maybe I shld not say it out and kept it in my heart but if I dun say it, I will foreva duno the result. In fact Got fate, doesn't mean anything and it just that both of us not meant to be. Will I still able to tell myself that I should treat that person only as my normal frenz and nothing else?? Can I figure it out... I feel myself rather 'stupid' if I still persist in thinking to go further relationship with that person. Sigh.... what should I do, no idea.

Betta dun think too much. Let thing go as normal bah. Now most important thing is to look toward my Birthday.... Yea!!!

Another day passed again. Feeling down... life seem so lifeless. Lacking of something. But luckily something happen and it made me happy again.

Jus now when i reach home, I saw a special enevelope on my table. When i opened it, i saw a cute teddy bear key chain. Oh my god I like it alot. There is a little card, then I came to know is my friend Keely who post it to me. She jus went to UK and bought me the key chain. Really appreciate it... thanks Keely for giving me such a wonderfuL present. Hee....

Here comes the picture...

Next week is national day... feel like going to watch. AnYone gotta spare ticket to spare haha...