Life is so fragile 人生如戏，戏如人生... human come and go. Recently a young talented gal passed away. She is none other than Xu Wei Lun a taiwan entertainment artise.

Although she is not my idol, I still felt sad and pitful for her. Cos she still so young and gone away so fast. In fact I think she is a very strong gal where come to relationship. Her relationships with her two Ex ended bcos both of them are two-timer. I jus dun understand why some guys like to be two timer. Why can't they end the other relationship then start a new one. This is such a selfish behaviour.

I think I am same as her. Why??? When is come to the heart of affairs, it is my most weakest vital point. Actually I am afraid of getting into relationship cos of phobia. I have no confidence in myself at all. I am scared that I may encounter such thing again. I know one thing... what meant be yours will be yours. I hope the person will tell me the truth if not one day I found that he really got another gal I will be more badly hurt. I will not blame him if he tell me the truth truthfully cos I believe the fate has ended.

I dun like to be quoted as being a 'third party'. I always keep telling my pals try not to be third party but me my ownself still wondering... if I mind being a third party. If there is a gal here keep saying that you are a third party and keep disturbing your life. How will you feel? Another thing, I wonder am I stupid... cos I keep giving in lots of effort in a relationship but sometimes I dun seem to be getting anything back. Why my relationship is so unstable and so many questionable points. Sometimes my pals even advise me to give up. But I am a stuborn gal reluctant to give up cos I L.O.V.E him.

He really play an important part in my life. Although it seems my life is now in a turmoil...sigh. But one thing I am very sure I will put in my utmost effort to build up the relationship.

To all my pals, 'kor' thanks for all your concern and support... I believe I can make it. As you know I am a gal who not so easily give up. This time will be the same as previous time...

Sometimes humans like to do things in their own way... but they mus aso know that maybe listen to another opinion and doing another way maybe will be much better.

Everyone remember it:
"Time is never enough to treasure someone if you really treasure them. "












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Life is just like a glass….
so easily broken and smashed…
whoever who is holding on to their own glass….
pls treasure it and do not discard & throw it away so easily……
cos there are always so many other glasses whom wanna live on….
and fill their glasses full…..

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I duno nor wat to write here. Maybe this is the place where I can voice out my feeling and dun keep everything by myself.

The word 'TRUST' seem to be hard to define. I am having lots of problem but how come no one can try to understand me. Whenever I need the person by my side, seems to me miles and miles away from me.

Ever since I make a decision to end my last relationship, I wish to get back my freedom and not much worries. Sigh... but luck is not on my side. A new realtionship come, I thought it will be a wonderful one but too bad... All along I tot taking a roller coaster ride must be very exciting but.... that not true after all.

I have been going thru this ride for a couple of months. This ride indeed a scary and bumpy one. Why do I say that? Bcos anytime anywhere I will encounter dangers and I have to handle it myself. No one help me, feeling very helpless.



Sometimes I really feel like turning the clock back and start everything once again. I am really feeling very tired... anytime I will not be able to hold on much longer and will let go.

How to make a relationship last?? A diffcult question right, hard to explain as well. There is no dictionaries that is able to answer to this question of mine.

The only wish I have is to hope that person can try to make effort to understand me more. Pls do not harm me I am jus an innocent gal who wan a simple & Pure Life.