I duno nor wat to write here. Maybe this is the place where I can voice out my feeling and dun keep everything by myself.

The word 'TRUST' seem to be hard to define. I am having lots of problem but how come no one can try to understand me. Whenever I need the person by my side, seems to me miles and miles away from me.

Ever since I make a decision to end my last relationship, I wish to get back my freedom and not much worries. Sigh... but luck is not on my side. A new realtionship come, I thought it will be a wonderful one but too bad... All along I tot taking a roller coaster ride must be very exciting but.... that not true after all.

I have been going thru this ride for a couple of months. This ride indeed a scary and bumpy one. Why do I say that? Bcos anytime anywhere I will encounter dangers and I have to handle it myself. No one help me, feeling very helpless.



Sometimes I really feel like turning the clock back and start everything once again. I am really feeling very tired... anytime I will not be able to hold on much longer and will let go.

How to make a relationship last?? A diffcult question right, hard to explain as well. There is no dictionaries that is able to answer to this question of mine.

The only wish I have is to hope that person can try to make effort to understand me more. Pls do not harm me I am jus an innocent gal who wan a simple & Pure Life.