So....soooo Sad n0w. Why so many unfortunate events keep happen around me. A friend of mine a gal... landed in hospital.

This morning I was sleeping very soundly suddenly my mobile ring. I dun wan to pick up the call cos I still wan to sleep but ended up I still pick up the call. There came an anxious tone, telling me my Gal friend is in hospital. She tried to kill herself by popping sleeping pills and drank a few glass of wine.

Oh my god... all bcos of her bf again. Sigh... why some guys like to hurt those gals who love them so much. But there is a thing I wil like to emphasis here. I dun think she wan to kill herself... it should be her bf must hurt her too badly if not she would not have the 'courage' to kill herself over this scumbag. Her bf had been cheating her all along since the start of the relationship telling her he dun have another girlfriend. But actual fact is not like that.... that guy has another woman and in fact that woman is pregnant with his child but jus that they not yet ROM. I not too sure I suppose they must be waiting for the child to be born then they go for ROM bah. Why that scumbag must hurt my friend?? She is such a wonderful gal.

I am wondering if I will ever end my life over a guy. I really have no anwer or idea at all... cos such thing need courage. I can also say it is a stupid way too.

But if two person get married bcos of an innocent life a baby not love... what the point of being together. As time goes by surely there will be more frictions than memories. A gal must also try not use baby to contol or force a guy to marry and be with you. This may cause pressure on that guy too.

It is quite contradicting cos guy need to be responsible for their own action. I know one case here.

A guy James (false name) has two gfs A & B. He loves B alot dun want to let her go but A has his child. So he no choice but to give up B and be with A. Is this a noble act or he dun want to shrink his responsibility. Maybe from here we can see that he not really love A as much as B. Sometime I wonder if some woman can put their baby up for adoption or be a single mother. Nowsdays it so common being a single mother. What I can say is baby is innocent mustn't taken lightly.

If one day happen to me I think I will give up my bf to the other woman cos I know baby is innocent and dun wish to hurt the innocent baby. Maybe I am a soft hearted person that why people like to hurt me. I also wan to be a strong gal. In fact I like babies alot... cos they are pure and simple minded not like adults having complicated mind. Relationship game is soooo.... complicated. sigh....

Hereby, I like to tell this gal friend of mine.... dun be too depressed. Jiayou ... friends are there to give you moral support.